Round 15

[aubra]

These people are so annoying.  I guess Bailey lied to us all day about voting with us?  I just don't get the point.  He was trying to give dumb excuses at the end as to why he couldn't do it.  "Mojo wont do it bc Mojo and Knight are too close."  Uh you better pick someone else to target your lies on because I know Mojo would vote out Ricky in a heart beat.  Like I told him in the beginning just to tell me if he didn't want to do it.  Leading me on all day, wasting my time and making me look like a joke is going to piss me off a lot more than just telling me "no I can't vote Ricky bc Pumpkin will be mad."  Like literally I believe it was a good move for Bailey which is why I brought it to him but I just don't think he'll do anything against Taylor.  Which I knew, but he was my best hope at pulling it off so I had to try. 

So at this point I'm just like f it.  I like Ricky more than most of these people anyways so I'm just teling him everything.  I obviously can't get him out and I'm not sitting around waiting for others to decide it's a good idea.  They had their chance and they lost it so if they want to do it now they can get the numbers without me.  I called him as soon as tribal was over and was like "Ricky I tried so hard to get you out of this game love."  I just don't care.  I started to blow other people up.  I'm going to continue to do that today.  I just want people to realize how hard Taylor is playing the middle and how good of a position she is in.  She will truely win this game I do believe.  She has Bailey wrapped around her finger, Ricky, Knight, Jake.  Ricky's time will come, his own alliance will turn on him but I don't see anyone turning on Taylor.  So i just want people to see that.  And I want Bailey gone.  Maybe it's petty but I don't appreciate my time being wasted like that.  And obviously his allegiance isn't with me so yeah I hope Ricky still wants him gone bc I'll happily help make that happen.  

Why is vee gone of all people?  I mean i'm happy one of the inactives is out but idgi.  They must really be terrified of my fake idol.  

[aubra]

Happy to have won immunity. These people are pretty predictable. I probably wouldn't have left this round but it's good to not have to stress about it.

So Knight called me after immunity. He's just so slimy, I will never trust him. I mean it's good he's telling everyone he really likes me but IDK I just get bad vibes. He told me he wants to do Josh or Jordan. I told him I did not want to do Jordan, so he tells me "okay I'll stop pushing for Jordan and will push for Josh bc that's what you want." Then he proceeds to call Bailey and push Jordan... Like dude I didn't even ask you to not push it, I just said I wouldn't want to do it. I don't get these people with their unnecessary lies. I can't let Jordan go though. I def trust him the most, he talks to me the most and will never come after me. Him leaving would just be terrible esp since Mojo is starting to sketch me out a little. Jordan knows Knight is targetting him bc Bailey and maybe others told him. I don't really think Knight will get the votes together. The only people I could see possibly voting Jordan are Knight, Danny K, Jake, Josh, Ricky so that's only enough to tie. I don't think Taylor would do it even if she and Jordan haven't been getting along as well as they used to. Jordan said Danny K wouldn't vote for him but Ricky told me that the only people pushing it are Knight and Danny K. Knight is crazy if he thinks he going to take my number one out while he has so many number ones. I'm not letting that happen without a fight.

Jordan wants me to push Knight to go because I'm safe. Believe me, I would love nothing more than for Knight to go but I do not plan on pushing that or really anything this round, unless Jordan is actually in danger and then I'll have to push something. I pushed things two rounds in a row and the whole game found out about it, so I'm not doing it for a third and I don't see us having enough to get out Knight now. If the votes come together then fine. Jordan should just push it, Knight is already targetting him anyway so IDK what it would hurt. At this point, I want Ricky around over Knight or Danny or a few other people. At least Ricky communicates with me, a lot. And I enjoy him more than others. Danny K doesnt talk to me. Knight does a littler but I don't believe a word he says.

I talked to Ricky and he said he wanted it to be Josh or Jake. I have no idea why Ricky would want Jake out and don't think he does. He's probably just saying his name bc he knows Mojo and I want him out. I would love Jake to go but I don't see it happening. I've heard Josh from Taylor and Bailey who both have reasons to want him out. Bailey bc of the fight with Josh before and after tribal and Taylor bc Josh has been targetting her all game. My Preference for people to go of those mentioned are:

Knight>Jake>Josh>Jordan.

But I think it's just going to end up being Josh. I'm not pushing anything else unless people come to me, I just don't think it will work at this point and Josh going isn't that terrible. I never really trusted Josh. We get on the same page when we need to but he isn't around that much which makes it difficult to talk to him. I know hell throw anyone under the bus when he feels in danger and he would come after me eventually if he stayed around long enough. Hoping if he does go that the big targets will start to target each other instead of just picking us off. They prob will want to split up Me, Mojo, Jordan but I can see Jordan going first in the case unless Taylor blocks it.

So Mojo is worrying me a bit. Mainly because Bailey is pushing the story that Mojo didn't want to vote Ricky last round and was going to vote Vee even if we had the numbers, because Knight didn't want Ricky to go. I assumed Bailey was lying about this bc Mojo was very adamant that he wanted Ricky out the whole time while Bailey was the more wishy-washy one. But Jordan seems to believe Bailey. Something weird was def going on, I'm going to ask Mojo about it when we call today and try to get it out of him. I hope Mojo isn't that super tight with Knight bc I want Knight out soon. Mojo also sketched me about a bit about the idol guesses. He told me he guessed a number that was already marked off on the board I send him. And when I asked him to change it he told me he was going to guess the number that he guessed the day before. Maybe it was an honest mistake but it doesn't seem like a mistake he'd make so I do wonder if he has the merge idol or knows it has been found. But even then there are possibly other things on the board so you'd think he would still be guessing so Idk. I'd also think he would tell me if he had an idol or knew where it was since he told me about his first one but maybe he doesn't trust me as much anymore. I'll have to gauge that.

Taylor started talking to me after I won immunity... She hadn't spoken to me much in a couple of days. I tried to apologize to her the night before and she gave me two-word responses. But I told her I was sorry for leaving her out of the Ricky plan bc I knew she wouldn't be down for it. She told me she knew about it before it was blown up to everyone. SO I guess Bailey or Jordan did tell her which isn't a surprise. She claims she still wants the five to work and wants Ricky out soon. Nine is next round and that's when she originally claimed to want it so we'll see. At this point, I want other people out over Ricky (Taylor, Knight, Danny.) And I already blew things up to Ricky anyways. I'm not sitting around just waiting for them to want to use me to take out Ricky, sorry. Esp when Ricky talks to me a million times more than most of these people. I talk to Jordan and Ricky by far the most right now. DO I think Ricky is completely genuine with me? Of course not. But hopefully keeping the communication going will help him want to keep me around. Also, I've been giving him info about other people wanting him out which hopefully he believes. They should've taken the shot at him when I offered to do it if they wanted him out so bad. But I'll let them think I still want that right now.

Hoping these superlatives help shake up the game a little. It's good to see people are aware that Taylor has the best chance to win, has the best social game and is the biggest jury threat. Now, will anyone do anything about it? I doubt they will yet but hopefully down the road they will do what they know needs to be done if anyone else wants a chance at this game and they'll take her out. And she can win immunities so people shouldn't wait too long. It's just hard to see Bailey, Jake, the three guys ever turning on her. But maybe Ricky will if he realizes I'm telling the truth about Taylor wanting him out.

So I'm just going to see what people are saying. I think Josh will go. If it looks like Jordan is going I will push for something else otherwise I'm not pushing anything hard. I'm okay with letting Josh go but would prefer it be Jake or Knight if the numbers are there but I doubt they will be.

[aubra]