Post by aubra on Nov 22, 2019 8:48:22 GMT -6
I decided I was keeping Taylor because I felt it gave me the best chance of making Final 2. We assumed it was a final 2 because we were being told the game might now end until after Thanksgiving. So I felt confident enough that this was going to the case. If it was a final 3, then yes, I should have evicted Taylor. But it's not, Jake.
If I went to final 3 I think there was a good chance that Jake was winning the last comp bc he was been going "all out" in a lot of these comps. And if he did win I think there is a zero percent chance he was taking me to the final 2. He tried to take me out at final 5 because he said I thought I was going to win if I made it to the end. He says Ricky told him that I was going to win if I made it and he thought Ricky was going to hype me up and vote for me. (LOL!!) He also really hadn't been talking to me. I know he wanted to take Jordan to the end and tried to make a f2 with him. I also know he told Taylor that they should vote for me. He did call me after Jordan won immunity and tried to make a final 2 but I just had no reason to trust it. We had no real game relationship and I don't think he had any real incentive to take me. He claimed it was because it would be a tougher match up which just proved he still thought I was harder to beat than Jordan.
With Taylor on the other hand, yes she is also hard to beat in comps but I feel like she is a little less hard. I mean Jake has had some super human scores esp in these physical comps, hes also been good in the mental ones and hes proven he's not afraid to spend a lot of time on a challenge even though he doesn't spend a lot of time talking to anyone. I also feel like at this point Taylor could very well take me to the end. I don't know this for sure obviously but I feel like she could. She told me she would. She knows I went to bat to keep her in the game and she's been doing the same for me. Even if she voted for me at final 6, lol. We've come a long way in the few short days since then. She knows Jordan wanted her out bad and only voted for Jake bc I stood my ground. She probably thinks Jordan is easier to beat as everyone seems to but she will probably beat either of us so it shouldn't matter that much to her who she takes unlike Jake who would've wanted to give himself the easiest opponent bc he has a tougher case to make. We're promising each other f2 and I hope she intends to keep it. I honestly don't know what I'd do because it's going to be really hard to beat her. My emotions say to keep her which is weird since Jordan has been my closer ally by far during the game. But he's really not treating me great. All he has done is bitch at me since Bailey left about how I ruined his game by giving Ricky info and now hes bitching at me about keeping Taylor. But I think Taylor win the final comp so I wont have to make a tough decision. I'm just going to have to argue my ass off in the final tribal to try and swing enough votes. You can't win the game if you're not in the final tribal so I'd rather take the comp beast to final 3 who will probably take me over the comp beast who definitely wont keep me. Call me crazy (which I'm sure a lot of people are), but I think it was the right decision for me. Also, some of the jury members seemed upset when Jake was still in the game at f3 so would they respect me if I dragged him to the end? Idk.
Jordan is NOT happy. We just made final 3 dude why don't you celebrate that for a minute. But no, he just messages me every five minutes about how we made the wrong decision. He wanted to evict Taylor no matter what. Which made sense for him. Jake was going to take him to f2 and he would most likely have an easier time beating Jake. I can't even be sure Jordan would've taken me over Jake. Jordan wants to win bad and whines about why he isn't going to win non stop. I think he could've very well planned to take Jake to the end when I know he's not taking Taylor. Jordan and I argued about who to take all day. He kept saying he was sketched out by Taylor and I being friends all of a sudden and he thought we had a final 2. I planned on just tying it and letting them make fire. I figured if Taylor went to the jury at this point she would be an advocate for me because she said I was the only person giving her a chance and she told me she'd vote for me to win. Maybe she even could've swayed some of my non-fans. And if Jake came back he already wasn't taking me to f2 so no loss there. I guess Jordan decided to not tie it bc he didn't want Taylor to win and come back and be mad at him and not take him to f2. Well she already knows you wanted to vote her out dude so you should've just tied it.
I know Jordan def takes me to final 2 no matter what now bc hes terrified of going to the end with Taylor. So I think I'm likely going to be in the final 2. Def not guaranteed it but I think there's a good shot Taylor takes me. That's a big switch bc Jordan was basically guaranteed f2 since like the f6 bc everyone really wanted to take him. I'm hoping Jordan somehow wins this comp bc obviously it would be much easier to go against him then it would be against Taylor. I think Taylor is going to pull it off though unless she somehow messes up. But Ill just try to ensure she takes me and then fight my ass off in the final tribal. It will be hard but it's def possible. Ricky will be advocating for her but not all of the jury are huge Ricky fans so that could be a turn off for some. We'll see. I'm going to try to win this comp but I don't feel great about my chances to win it.
So Taylor just messaged me and was really sweet, I really believe she's taking me to final 2 if she wins so that's amazing. I think I'm actually guaranteed to go now. So anyone (Jordan) who thinks I made a stupid decision is wrong. Why would I put myself in a position where I had to beat two people (one being a super human) to get to f2 when I can compete against two people who I truly believe will take me? I know I sound defensive but he literally spent all night telling me it was dumb. At this point it would be really hard to cut Taylor after how she's treating me and how Jordan is so I don't know what I would do. I don't see myself winning this comp anyways though this game already has me exhausted so I don't know how long I can stay up. I don't think I'm going to try very hard to win. I think I'm going to f2 no matter what and I don't really want to have to make such a tough decision. Id rather leave it up to fate and let those two battle it out and decide who I sit next to.
If I went to final 3 I think there was a good chance that Jake was winning the last comp bc he was been going "all out" in a lot of these comps. And if he did win I think there is a zero percent chance he was taking me to the final 2. He tried to take me out at final 5 because he said I thought I was going to win if I made it to the end. He says Ricky told him that I was going to win if I made it and he thought Ricky was going to hype me up and vote for me. (LOL!!) He also really hadn't been talking to me. I know he wanted to take Jordan to the end and tried to make a f2 with him. I also know he told Taylor that they should vote for me. He did call me after Jordan won immunity and tried to make a final 2 but I just had no reason to trust it. We had no real game relationship and I don't think he had any real incentive to take me. He claimed it was because it would be a tougher match up which just proved he still thought I was harder to beat than Jordan.
With Taylor on the other hand, yes she is also hard to beat in comps but I feel like she is a little less hard. I mean Jake has had some super human scores esp in these physical comps, hes also been good in the mental ones and hes proven he's not afraid to spend a lot of time on a challenge even though he doesn't spend a lot of time talking to anyone. I also feel like at this point Taylor could very well take me to the end. I don't know this for sure obviously but I feel like she could. She told me she would. She knows I went to bat to keep her in the game and she's been doing the same for me. Even if she voted for me at final 6, lol. We've come a long way in the few short days since then. She knows Jordan wanted her out bad and only voted for Jake bc I stood my ground. She probably thinks Jordan is easier to beat as everyone seems to but she will probably beat either of us so it shouldn't matter that much to her who she takes unlike Jake who would've wanted to give himself the easiest opponent bc he has a tougher case to make. We're promising each other f2 and I hope she intends to keep it. I honestly don't know what I'd do because it's going to be really hard to beat her. My emotions say to keep her which is weird since Jordan has been my closer ally by far during the game. But he's really not treating me great. All he has done is bitch at me since Bailey left about how I ruined his game by giving Ricky info and now hes bitching at me about keeping Taylor. But I think Taylor win the final comp so I wont have to make a tough decision. I'm just going to have to argue my ass off in the final tribal to try and swing enough votes. You can't win the game if you're not in the final tribal so I'd rather take the comp beast to final 3 who will probably take me over the comp beast who definitely wont keep me. Call me crazy (which I'm sure a lot of people are), but I think it was the right decision for me. Also, some of the jury members seemed upset when Jake was still in the game at f3 so would they respect me if I dragged him to the end? Idk.
Jordan is NOT happy. We just made final 3 dude why don't you celebrate that for a minute. But no, he just messages me every five minutes about how we made the wrong decision. He wanted to evict Taylor no matter what. Which made sense for him. Jake was going to take him to f2 and he would most likely have an easier time beating Jake. I can't even be sure Jordan would've taken me over Jake. Jordan wants to win bad and whines about why he isn't going to win non stop. I think he could've very well planned to take Jake to the end when I know he's not taking Taylor. Jordan and I argued about who to take all day. He kept saying he was sketched out by Taylor and I being friends all of a sudden and he thought we had a final 2. I planned on just tying it and letting them make fire. I figured if Taylor went to the jury at this point she would be an advocate for me because she said I was the only person giving her a chance and she told me she'd vote for me to win. Maybe she even could've swayed some of my non-fans. And if Jake came back he already wasn't taking me to f2 so no loss there. I guess Jordan decided to not tie it bc he didn't want Taylor to win and come back and be mad at him and not take him to f2. Well she already knows you wanted to vote her out dude so you should've just tied it.
I know Jordan def takes me to final 2 no matter what now bc hes terrified of going to the end with Taylor. So I think I'm likely going to be in the final 2. Def not guaranteed it but I think there's a good shot Taylor takes me. That's a big switch bc Jordan was basically guaranteed f2 since like the f6 bc everyone really wanted to take him. I'm hoping Jordan somehow wins this comp bc obviously it would be much easier to go against him then it would be against Taylor. I think Taylor is going to pull it off though unless she somehow messes up. But Ill just try to ensure she takes me and then fight my ass off in the final tribal. It will be hard but it's def possible. Ricky will be advocating for her but not all of the jury are huge Ricky fans so that could be a turn off for some. We'll see. I'm going to try to win this comp but I don't feel great about my chances to win it.
So Taylor just messaged me and was really sweet, I really believe she's taking me to final 2 if she wins so that's amazing. I think I'm actually guaranteed to go now. So anyone (Jordan) who thinks I made a stupid decision is wrong. Why would I put myself in a position where I had to beat two people (one being a super human) to get to f2 when I can compete against two people who I truly believe will take me? I know I sound defensive but he literally spent all night telling me it was dumb. At this point it would be really hard to cut Taylor after how she's treating me and how Jordan is so I don't know what I would do. I don't see myself winning this comp anyways though this game already has me exhausted so I don't know how long I can stay up. I don't think I'm going to try very hard to win. I think I'm going to f2 no matter what and I don't really want to have to make such a tough decision. Id rather leave it up to fate and let those two battle it out and decide who I sit next to.